Sailor Nebula

Failure


          "What is she doing!?" Saphrina raged, as she watched the senshi girl destroy one of her sentinels. "Why can she do that!? RAX!!!"
          "I don't know!!" Rax shouted into Saphrina's ear.
          Saphrina spun around, partly out of shock, and partly out of rage. She hadn't noticed him get up and stand behind her, but she wasn't about to take any of his insolence either. Before Rax knew what was happening, the smart smack of leather echoed in the narrow street, and a bright red handprint was forming on his cheek. He stumbled back, working his very bruised and injured jaw.
          Saphrina was at a loss for words. Her fury was overwhelming her, and her determination was quickly hardening into a murderous rage. And it was all Rax's fault. She felt her hands clench into fists, and dark power begin to rush to her fingertips. Someone would die at her hands tonight.

          The sentinel was no longer moving, but the thick black puddle that surrounded it was still growing. Trina felt her stomach start to heave. Suddenly wanting nothing but privacy, she looked up at the crowd around her. The reporters were chattering noisily into the cameras, and many of the cameras kept pointing in her direction. The one reporter who no longer had a camera to talk to was still chattering into her microphone. At that same moment, Trina's knees gave out, and she fell to the ground, heaving the remains of her supper.
          "Oh, God, look at her!!" the camera-less man cried. "Are you alright?" He crouched down next to the sobbing girl, placing a hand on her back. "Let's get you away from this awful mess." Gently, he helped Trina stand up and walk slowly over to the front steps of a building. As soon as she was seated, Trina leaned over with her head between her knees, trying to compose herself somehow, and hoping she wouldn't faint...
          "Hey, are you alright?" the cameraman persisted.
          Trina looked up at him, eyes watering, and tried to force a smile. It was the most she could do at the moment. Out in the street, the attention of the cameras quickly shifted as the police officers re-focused their attention on Saphrina.
          "STOP RIGHT NOW!!" the female officer screamed. Saphrina had begun stalking forward, slowly but with sheer menace in her stride. At her hands, a faint blue glow began to show. "STOP!!" the officer repeated, cocking her gun for the second time in as many minutes. One by one, the other officers also re-cocked their guns, aiming directly at the woman.
          Saphrina silently raged, and Trina, noticing the blue glow, felt a wash of adrenaline course through her...

          Karin was acutely aware of her feet pounding the cobblestone street. Even though her boots were usually decent for running in (as she'd discovered during her recent adventures), the ground felt particularly hard and uneven tonight - most likely due to the fact that she had already been running twice. Her breathing was also unusually ragged, and the muscles in her legs screamed in protest at having to run even farther than they were used to during any one day. She bent into the wind even more, pushing herself to go faster, only vaguely aware that the cityscape around her was flying by.

          Erika rounded a corner and was finally rewarded with bright light pouring from the end of a nearby side street. That had to be where the action was taking place. A small white object stood just outside the small street, watching the scene at a safe distance. Erika slowed herself down just as she reached the corner.
          "Erika," Cynthia approached her, eyes as round as fishbowls. "You have to get in there now! Trina's down!"
          Erika's panting prevented her from replying, so she looked into the street. Black goo oozed heavily from some kind of monster, and Trina had been pulled back onto some stairs. She looked deathly pale. A few of the press corps were around her - some trying to help, others asking questions that Trina was ignoring, and all the while, the cameras kept rolling. Off in the background, Erika could see two shady figures surrounded by several police officers. She felt her anger rise at the site of the two figures, and instinctively she knew exactly who was standing back there - the one person who had managed to come between herself and Karin. Dain. Immediately, anger flooded through her, and she felt herself begin to move into the narrow street automatically.

          "No," Trina breathed, seeing the blue glow grow even more intense. "NO!!!" she cried, and pulled herself free of the small group around her. Something about the intensity in the evil woman's eyes told her that the next few seconds would not be pretty. Leaping from the steps, Sailor Neutron soared for a few meters, landing between Saphrina and the officers in a crouch. "You can't do this!!" she demanded.
          Saphrina barely glanced at the small senshi in front of her. "Watch me." Her hands came up in front of her, sparks of violet lightning jumping between them. The police officers all stepped back instinctively.
          "NNNOOOO!!!" Trina screamed, as she watched the energy leap out and embrace the female officer, sending her into horrific convulsions. And in mere moments, the woman was nothing more than a pile of fine ash. Turning, she heard the words and felt herself run through the actions. "Neutron Matter..."

          Erika saw Trina leap from the steps, saw her try to confront the leather-clad woman, and saw the result. Immediately, she broke into a run with only one objective. Get rid of them now. Dain was surely there as well, and two against two would be much more fair than Trina alone. She leaped into the air, remembering a kick that she'd learned only a few weeks earlier, and felt herself sail toward the adversary...

          "SMASH!!!" Trina sent the extremely dense ball hurling as fast and as hard as she could, at virtually point-blank range, and watched in astonishment as the ball never hit the woman. Instead, a purple-booted foot hit her squarely in the side of the head, knocking her out of the way and unconscious all at once. A slow-motion second later, Erika landed neatly, back to Trina, and spun.
          "QUASAR!!!!" Trina screamed, feeling the sound ravage her throat. Her energy and adrenaline spent, Trina collapsed into a crying heap, trying desperately to come to terms with all that had just happened. The death of the police officer, facing such danger eye to eye, coming so close to actually killing someone, and actually killing something... her sobs were anything but quiet.

          Karin's lungs burned in protest from being pushed so hard during the last 24 hours. Her legs were beginning to feel like jelly, and the ground in front of her looked more treacherous by the second. She pushed harder. The lights of the harbor were beginning to glow now above the low skyline, and she could feel the presence of the other two pulling her closer.
          "AAAAAARRRRRRRR!!!" The scream echoed through the cobblestone streets around her, and Karin's heart skipped a beat. As strange as it was, she knew that had been one of her teammates...

          Erika watched incredulously as Trina collapsed to the ground. In a mere instant, she knew exactly what had happened, and it was all her fault. So close. So terrifyingly close. And she'd ruined it. Had she kept herself in check for only a second longer, this whole stupid mess would be over with, and they could be getting back to living normal lives. But now...
          "No," she whispered in shock. "This isn't happening. I did not just do this!" her voice ended in a shout. The group of news reporters and cameramen raced toward the group of officers and the two girls, shouting questions at her and filming the woman, the ash, and the stricken police force. In the next instant, Erika found herself and Trina surrounded by bright lights, microphones being thrust at her, and a million questions being shouted at once. And it was all a huge numb blur as she felt hot tears of frustration and failure begin to spill down her cheeks. "This... isn't... happening..." she gasped between sobs.

          Claire sat playing with her fingers absently. The whole of Dain's confession had completely shocked her, and now her suspicions were confirmed. Here, sitting in front of her, was--
          "You could at least say something," Dain's voice interrupted her shocked silence.
          Claire jumped and looked up, seeing the man in front of her again. His hair, with the exception of the very tips, was now completely white. It had seemed that it bleached itself even more as he related the dream and his new-found memories to her. And she could definitely see why. A paranoid prickle at her own scalp made her wonder if her own hair was turning white.
          "Um..." she hesitated and gave a nervous laugh. "What to say? I... I..." words failed her completely. "I'm sorry?"
          Dain grunted a sour laugh. "You're sorry, huh?" He grimaced. "Claire, I really don't think you know the half of it." His violet eyes squinted at her, daring her to relate, when she quite obviously couldn't.
          She spread her hands in defeat. "Well, what else can I say?"
          Dain shifted on his bed, turning to face her more directly. "How about explaining this whole place to me in detail now." Claire looked down again and began playing with her fingers. "All I've ever managed to get from you is that it's a sanctuary. Well, now you have my side of the story. Let's hear yours."

She watched as another shiver, this time much more faint, sent the skin on his arms into goosebumps, and then shook herself. "Well, fair is fair, I suppose." Dain nodded slowly in agreement. "And now that I know... what you've told me, I suppose I at least owe you that." He nodded again. "Okay," she breathed, stood, fumbled with her chair, and sat again. "Okay."
          "This, as I have said, is a sanctuary. It was created here in the Orion Nebula to function as a place of healing, solitude and," she swallowed, "recommitment. It was constructed by His Highness King Tyjor," she paused again, glancing at his glittering eyes, "as a retreat... for his son."
          Dain absorbed this information for a few moments, then looked at her again. "And you? What's you're position here?"
          "I am the guardian of the sanctuary and the magnificent birthplace of stars."
          "A senshi?"
          Claire felt her face flush. "Only when needed."
          "So..." Dain began, running his fingers through his hair. "King Tyjor... my father?" his direct gaze into Claire's eyes told him the truth as she nodded. "Then... this is my sanctuary, built by my father, and never actually used until recently."
          Claire nodded, recalling the grief she and countless others had experienced upon hearing that their King's son and heir had betrayed them.
          "I suppose, then, that you're expecting me to pick up where he left off," Dain grumbled, his tone not quite certain on whether he'd hate that, or if he wanted it.
          "Actually, this is all that's left of your father's kingdom," Claire confessed. "In the centuries that have passed, all the worlds have formed other alliances, died, been destroyed, or drawn into seclusion. This sanctuary is, quite literally, all that's left."
          Dain felt the truth of her words settle heavily in his mind, and extremely faint memories bubbled up through the turmoil there. Memories of sparring, studying, talking, laughing... a past so faint and so far behind him now that it didn't even seem a part of him. And yet it was. "So, what do I do now?" he asked.
          "That," Claire leaned forward, "is completely up to you. Strange to think that everything you were after with the Black Moon are things, positions, powers you already had, isn't it?"
          Dain shook his head, recalling with distaste, and yet a faint sweetness, the reasons he'd decided to join them. "No... not really." Claire looked at him incredulously. "I don't know how I could explain it to you," he started. "Obviously my memories were buried and I was manipulated, but when I was presented with the actual physical powers, the abilities, and the bitter passion of the Black Moon... and such complete control over everything around me... it's an absolutely addicting feeling--" he broke off as he noticed Claire's expression growing more horrified with each word.
          "It's still very much a part of you, isn't it?" Claire whispered.
          Dain stared at her hard, wanting her to know exactly how honest he was being with her. "More than anything else ever has been. It 's been all I've known for... however long. Living as long as several lifetimes... it's who I am. I don't know how easily I can give that up."
          Claire nodded, feeling her new hopes crush under the weight of his confession. She stood up from the chair and gathered her robes. "I... have some things that I need to attend to." She turned and strode quickly toward the door, straining to hear an apology, a plea for her not to go... Instead, the door shut behind her.

          Karin rounded the last corner, saw Cynthia, and flew into the narrow street. The group of news reporters she'd seen on television were now huddled toward one end, along with police officers, and every person that lived on the street was now poking his or her head out a window. "Quasar! Neutron!" she called, racing toward the crowd. Several reporters and officers turned at her cry, but Karin never made it to them. Instead, she saw a dark flash next to her, something green, and felt herself trip. The momentum of her sprint sent her sailing toward the crowd, and the instant sensation of doomed flight sickened her. A surprised cry went up from the group, and the people closest to her made a vain effort to rush forward and catch her, but the ground reached her first. In the next instant, Karin heard the sickening slap of flesh against stone, accompanied by several cracks and pops from... somewhere, then everything seemed quiet until the pain roared through her. She gasped in shock and immediately regretted it as the pain reinforced itself sharply around her right rib and arm.
          A few steps back, where he had appeared just at the right moment, Rax grinned widely at the scene. His timing had been perfect. He'd recognized this girl just as she came around the corner, and had known that if he didn't stop her, things might end up a lot differently - and even more against his favor - if she was successful. But everything now seemed to be going pretty well, despite the sentinel's short-circuiting. Forcing himself to look away from his triumph, he watched as the news reporters, now all completely confused by the action, turned every which way, trying to ask every possible question. The police officers were still stunned, although three of them had an unconscious Saphrina bound by handcuffs. The fools. Tonight, he decided, would be the night he redeemed himself with her. Another dark grin spread across his features.

          Claire walked slowly, numbly down the long corridor toward her own quarters. The entire revelation from Dain had been everything she'd wanted to hear, and everything she didn't want to hear. How in the universe, especially after all he'd just experienced and explained, could he still say that the Black Moon was a part of him!? Here was a man who, hundreds of years before, had unknowingly captured her heart. The news that he had betrayed everyone had just about destroyed her. She'd built her life around him, trained for him, volunteered to defend him... and then had sat out the next millennium or so waiting. Thankfully it had mostly been in a stasis sleep, otherwise she'd probably have gone insane. The most bitter knowledge was that the Black Moon didn't even exist in the present yet! Dain, the King and she had been the only ones who knew the truth behind the horrific attacks against the kingdom, but when they had kidnapped him... Claire made a valiant effort to push the memory aside, not wanting to dwell on those events again, and stepped into her quarters. The room was spacious enough to be uncramped, and propped in one corner, a star-topped staff glowed faintly.
          "What?" Claire asked aloud, walking toward the instrument. A fine layer of dust covered it from top to bottom, a consequence of the long years of disuse. She ran a finger across the body of the star, removing the dust...
          "...currently being trained as soldiers and guardians. They've been wanting to meet you for sometime now, to test their skills and techniques, and mostly because of how much my daughter has told them about you."
          Claire bowed respectfully to Queen Serenity, and smiled warmly as the three young women were shown into the throne room. She'd heard that Serenity was training three new star guardians. She herself had been trained by the elite planet guardians that were the princess' personal protectors, and had always wondered if there were to be others...
          "...just wanting to know why you have a huge staff, and we have... well, nothing yet." The curious glint in the pulsar orphan's eyes brought a laugh from Claire, and she turned the staff so that the star spun.
          "I don't know, actually. I think it has something to do with our positions and our abilities. This seems to magnify my attacks by huge amounts, and if I ever tried to wield as much power as this thing does, I'd probably burn myself right out."
          "What else does it do?" This from the actual princess of the group, who had an amazing braid sweeping her knees...

          "Oh no..." Claire gasped, jerking herself from her reverie.

          Karin tried to pull herself to a sitting position, and collapsed back to the cold cobblestone. The pain through her right side and right arm was just too much. In the distance, she was vaguely aware of an emergency siren.
          "We have to get her help, now!" The same man that had helped Trina aside earlier was now crouched over Karin, trying to keep her still.
          "It's coming! What else do you want us to do?" someone protested.
          "Get something to cover her with! It's not exactly warm out here!" A moment later, a warm trenchcoat, smelling of women's perfume, was placed over her. Karin groaned in agony.

          Rax watched with interest from the shadows as the frenzied group tried to help these three strange girls in short-skirted sailor outfits. They were about as effective as flies stuck in honey, for all the good they were doing, and none, save the three dazed police officers, were watching Saphrina. It was time. He stepped out from the shadows, and strode confidently toward the now-stirring woman. The confusion was such that no one seemed to notice, much less care, about where he was going. In a few short moments, he was crouched down next to Saphrina and examining the prominent bruise on her cheek and ear.
          "YOU!"
          Rax jumped at the voice he immediately knew was directed at him, and looked up, scowling. "What?" he sneered in return.
          Sailor Quasar stepped away from the chattering reporters, and met him glare for glare. Rax felt the slightest of goosebumps prickle his arms from the cold hatred in her tear-red eyes.
          "I recognize you." Rax grinned up at her. "You're that loser from the dance club. You're behind this, aren't you?" she spat.
          He laughed. "What will you do if I say yes?"
          Quasar clenched her fists and stood before him, trembling with rage. "What shouldn't I do if you say yes?"
          The police officers that had handcuffed Saphrina turned at the sound of Quasar's voice, hands ready to reach for guns. Behind them, Sailor Neutron had finally quieted her sobs, and now watched.
          "Hey! Step away from her!" one of the officers demanded.
          Rax sneered at all of them. "Don't you have other, more serious matters to attend to?"
          "Not at the moment," Quasar replied, ice cold. The jewel on her tiara began to glow a hot white.
          "Stop." A sharp clack reverberated through the narrow street. Every person that had been chattering, filming, helping or watching focused their attention to yet another woman in a yellow sailor suit. But she was different looking, somehow.
          "Sailor Quasar, control yourself. This is not the time."

          Erika felt her mouth drop open in disbelief, and more rage flooded through her. How many times was she supposed to fail tonight!? "Says who!?" she shouted.
          At her feet, Rax laughed to himself, but loudly enough for those near to hear it.
          "I do. It's time for this to end tonight."
          "NO!" Erika cried. "Not when I'm this close!" She ripped the tiara from her forehead, and felt the white-hot energy course from her body to the jewel.
          "Sailor Quasar..." the woman said sternly.
          "QUASAR ENERGY INCINERATE!!!" A white hot glow burst from the jewel on her tiara, followed by several deafening shots. But instead of consuming and burning the two figures in front of her, it turned and grew to engulf her, Trina and Karin all at once. And everything faded to white.

          Dain sat on the cot, looking at his hands. Inside his heart and mind, a war raged between two people - one from aeons past, the other his present self... or was it? Everything he had told Claire was true. Everything. Even the part about not knowing if he wanted to give it up. But Claire's last question had hit something inside that seemed to howl when he thought of it. "...strange to think that everything you were after with the Black Moon are things, positions, powers you already had, isn't it?" That question, alone, was harrowing. Now that he had stepped away from it, now that he remembered his past, it was becoming extremely difficult to hold on to the reasons he'd had for centuries. The power, the control...
          "Dear God, what have I done?" he whispered. "Why? Why did I do this?" He pushed his mind even deeper, farther back into the memories, past the Blackmoon initiation, past the humility, the beatings...           "I do not bargain with criminals, I hang them," his father's strong voice cast a dead silence over the small assembly in the room. Dain, standing quietly proud at his father's shoulder, watched the expressions of the "delegates" sour. They had come petitioning for an alliance - strangers who had never been known of before, and who now clearly wanted an impressive show of force with his father at their side.
          A woman stood tall on the other side of the king, also watching the scene. She had been the one who uncovered the delegation's real purpose, and she knew as well as they what ultimate price an alliance would bring.
          "Your actions and flattery were truly convincing... at first," the king paused, letting the implications sink in. "But the reason they failed is because you've schemed all along to manipulate us against one of our foremost allies. Did you honestly think I wouldn't notice?" It was true... the king had come to Dain in a frenzy one evening, after the delegation had laid the flattery and compliments on quite thick. He had confided deeply in his son about his suspicions, and Dain had sent his personal guard, that same woman, out to discover what was truly going on. What she had uncovered had been horrific.
          The expression of the man who stood in front twisted into one of cold fury at the king's accusations, and his eyes seemed to flash. "A terrible loss, your highness," the man sneered. "We were so hoping to have you as allies to our cause, to help you see the truth of what is..." he paused, smiling wickedly, "...and what's to come." With the last few words, a black, inverted crescent appeared on his forehead, and before either Dain or the woman could move, the king was staring down the point of what looked like a sword of ice.
          "NO!!!" Dain roared, grabbing for his own sword at his side.
          "Ah, ah," the man waved a condescending finger in front of his nose. "My dear boy..." Dain fumed. He was anything but a boy. "You stand at an important crossroads. You see, your father has refused to see the truth and desperation of our cause. He knows too much to be left... unattended. For this reason, he must come with us."
          "You can't take him. I won't let you." Dain saw his father glance in his direction, a desperate look in his eyes.
          The man threw back his head and laughed wildly. "And exactly how do you think you can stop me?" The room shifted, melted away, leaving all in attendance and the four at the throne on a black barren plain. The stars overhead looked sickly, and the cold wind was stale. "Is this how you would like your world to look? Your haven of stars? Your pantheon? Then by all means, please, make your feeble attempt to rescue your father."
          Dain wilted. The beauty of their kingdom was his father's ultimate pride, and his father was Dain's ultimate pride. A dour and sickening thought crossed his mind, one that he knew would be filth to utter... but what else could he do?
          "Take me," he offered, sheathing his sword, and swallowing the bile that jumped into his throat. The woman shifted, stiffening even more, and looking like a coil ready to spring.
          "Why?" the man smirked. "How honorable of you to offer yourself in you father's place. But, really, why should that interest me? You're not the one with the power."
          The words his Dain like a punch to the gut, but his mind raced. "Because I am his son. What other bargaining tool will you ever find more effective?" The king winced at his son's words, cold sweat beginning to drip from his forehead.
          "No, Dain-" he began, but was cut off by the pressure of the sword blade at his throat.
          The man grinned coldly. "I like the way you think, boy." He lowered the sword, and made a slight move toward Dain. "But you're a fool to think that I can be swayed so easily!" The man lunged with the sword, toward his father's throat once again, the very tip of the blade finding a home in his neck only barely before being swatted away with a clang. The shallow cut on the king's neck began to drip in the instant before the man howled in pain, grasping his bruised hand. Opposite Dain, Sailor Nebula brandished the Astral Staff, and assumed a defensive pose. Dain re-drew his sword, and felt the beginning of a long forbidden secret surge through him.
          "You're a fool to think that I won't die before you take my father," Dain growled.
          The man nodded toward his companions. "Then we'll do exactly that," he replied.
          Sailor Nebula glanced over at the prince, praying that they would all come out of this alive, but seeing the devastation flashing in his eyes. No...
          Dain felt the energy building, and tossed his sword off to the side. Forbidden... so what. He didn't care anymore.
          "Dain, no..." his father breathed, knowing full well what was happening.
          The ice sword had reappeared in the man's hands, and he stepped closer, brandishing the weapon.
          "Your highness..." Nebula began, her gaze flickering between the king and the enemy. Quickly she stepped in between them, raising her staff just in time to deflect the first blow... and the next, and the next. The man was advancing with terrible strength, and Nebula suddenly could not gain enough presence of mind to recall one of her non-staff-wielding attacks. "Oh no," she gasped, and watched helplessly as, in an instant, the sword blade slid dangerously close past her side... and right into the king.
          "NNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!" She screamed, spinning and catching the crumpling man in her arms. The expression on her face was one of complete pain as she cried out, finally, with the one thing she could remember. "Final Retreat!" A burst of color engulfed her and the king, just as the sword blade passed through the space again. But they were out of the way.
          Dain had hit the breaking point. "BLINDING DEATH!!!" A tremendous amount of hot white energy instantly covered his body and exploded outward in a blinding ring. The black crescent people that stood in front of him didn't stand a chance as the energy vaporized every one of them, leaving nothing behind. Mind whirling, sweat pouring, and anger sending hot tears down his cheeks, Dain watched as the ring continued to travel outward, gradually fading as the energy spent itself. He squeezed his eyes shut at the mental image of his father falling... "Home," he whispered, using the same forbidden energy to bring himself back to the throne room, and took off at a dead run.

To be continued...